The New Petal & Primadonna

You know.. I love Heechul right? But I never consider myself as one of his ‘Petals’ until now.

I don’t know why really, but there’s something about him inside that’s unique and different. He’s one crazy kid indeed. His mind doesn’t work like others.. like I said, very unique. Today, I came across HeechulPetals (and thank you gomdori for translating) Heechul’s writing in his cyworld.

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異 愛 ( 이 애 ) – Different Love
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자.. 시작합니다..
Here.. Lets begin..

4月 4日..
그녀를 만났습니다..
I met her..
비 오는 날이었지만 그녀는 눈부셨습니다..
It was raining but she shone so brightly..
어두웠던 내 마음도 밝아졌습니다..
That my darkened heart also became bright..

4月 5日..
나는 내성적입니다..
I’m an introvert..
사랑합니다.. 어렵게 말을 꺼냈습니다..
I love you.. I said it with such difficulty..
아이같은 웃음으로 대신 말합니다..
You reply with a child-like laughter..

4月 6日..
행복합니다.. 그녀는 말합니다..
I’m so happy.. She says..
아름답습니다.. 그녀는 웃습니다..
So beautiful.. She’s smiling.
그녀는 나의 전부입니다..
She is my everything..

4月 8日..
그녀를 보는 시선들..
The way I gaze at her..
불안합니다.. 너무나도 아름다운 그녀가..
I’m worried.. that she who is so beautiful..
떠날리는 없겠지만.. 복잡합니다..
There’s no way she would leave but.. it’s complicated..

4月 9日..
나의 집에 초대했습니다..
I invited her over to my house..
미쳐버릴것 같습니다..
I think I’m going to go crazy..
그녀는 내 것입니다.. 내 것..
She is mine.. mine..

4月 10日..
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4月 11日..
눈은 뜨고 있지만.. 심장이 뛰질 않습니다..
Her eyes are open but.. her heart isn’t racing..
눈물을 흘렸는지.. 번져있는 마스카라..
Whether her tears fell or not.. her running mascara..
밧줄로 묶여있는 그녀의 몸..
Her body is wrapped with rope..
조금은 굳어있는..
It is a bit stiff..
아직은 흐르고있는..
The still flowing..
피(血)의 자국들..
trail of blood..

내 오른손엔..
In my right hand..

가위..
Scissors..

왼손엔..
Left hand..

그녀의 머리카락..
Her hair..

이건.. 사랑입니다..
This is.. love..
표현방식이 조금 다른..
A bit different form of expressed..
그런 사랑입니다..
That kind of love..

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날 개 (Wings)
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그대를 사랑할 수 없습니다..
I cannot love you..
난.. 사랑을 모르기 때문이죠..
It’s because I… don’t know what love is..

그대를 사랑할 수 없습니다..
I cannot love you..
가슴이.. 너무 아플것만 같으니까요..
I feel that my heart.. would hurt so much..

그대를 사랑할 수 없습니다..
I cannot love you..
자유로운 그대는.. 날아가버릴테니까..
Because you, who is free as a bird, might fly away..

하루하루 그대를 만난뒤..
After meeting you day after day..
그대를 그리며 잠자리에 들때면..
When I miss you and settle into my resting place..

불안하고..
I worry..
두렵습니다..
and I’m afraid..

언제까지..
Until when…
내게 그 미소를 보여줄런지..
will you show me your smile..
아무표정 없는 날 웃게 해줄런지..
and make me, who doesn’t have any expression, laugh..

이렇게..
Because of this..
그대를 사랑하지 않겠다 다짐하고..
I promised myself I wouldn’t love you..
내 마음을 부정하는 건..
The reason why my heart is in denial is because..

이미..
I already..
그대를 사랑하기 때문입니다..
love you..

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At first I taught, is this really Heechul? Is this the Heechul? The answer must be yes. Because I find that someone who has the feeling inside, but cannot express out their true feeling, usually writes out what they feel. Or write about something they’ve seen, heard, or something they’re passionate about. I find that Heechul is one of those people.

The first one.. Different Love, some people find that morbid? (What is morbid anyway? @_@) I find it.. different, just what it says, maybe Heechul is listening to too much Metals lol who knows. =] The second one, Wings.. that is very lovely <3 I’ve learned today that Heechul is very deep, and wise. So now, I’m an official petal. ♥♥♥ Heechul-sunbae, (yes I’m going to call him sunbae) ok dang, now I forgot what I was gonna say -____-’ Ok, Heechul-sunbae lives in his own world, and I want to explore that world. ^^ July 10th baby~ !! XDD

Now, I feel like I should share my love for my new favorite SuJu couple =]

DONGWOOK!!!!!

And a VERY competitive Kyuuuuuuuuu~ XD <333

(credit: nckiparke @ Soompi!! THANKS SO MUCH)

I’m CURRENTLY watching FT Island – Hangeul Island. I’M IN MAD DEEP LOVE WITH HONG KI!!!! Hong Ki-Ahhhhhhhh! But that does not mean I don’t love Changmin anymore. I will always love him, forevermore. ^^ Anyways, I’m not say happy with the boy’s recent hair. T_______T

Wonbin is in SERIOUS need of a hair-cut.. but he’s not the worst one here.

Jaejin!!!! Why is your hair like that? So puffy.. but he’s still not the worst.

NOOOOOOOO! JONGHUN! UN-CURL YOUR HAIR T_______T But it isn’t half-bad.. compared to the other members

And here’s the worst of them all.. MINHWANNNNNNNNNNIEEEEEEEEE!!!!! WHYYYYYYYYY?!!! Is that GREEN I SEE? O_o!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! Why the maknae? T_T

No and I did not forget Hong Ki.. how can I?

He looks so pretty!!!!!! The fact that he looks like a girl makes me love him!! I dunno why! But his eyes is so attractive!! -DIES- T____T And I especially LOVES his teeth, they are like vampire fangs! (and yes I do have a little obsession over vampires ^^) Wait wait, before I change the subject, WONBIN’S LIPS ARE TO DIE FOR.

Now back to FT Island – Hangeul Island.. Eng Subbed, In playlist, HERE. Be sure to thank cherriya for uploading it. x] -sigh- I have reasons to love Hong Ki.. he’s so random, like Changmin (sorry I just had to bring him up Dx). And look at himmmmm <3

THANK GOD HE STRAIGHTED HIS HAIR, not that I don’t like the curl but I like the straight hair more lol. =]

MTV Asia Awards 2008 Malaysia.

1.) Big Bang
2.) So Nyuh Shi Dae
3.) Super Junior
4.) Wonder Girls

WHICH ONE WOULD YOU VOTE FOR?
Well, I’m a Cassie .. an ELF .. and a VIP .. -____- So I’m stuck in the middle here. LOL
So I’ve decided not to vote at all. =P
I really want Super Junior to win.. but I want Big Bang to win too….. o.o’

Gahhhhhh! akdfja;dsfj;kfdks;jak

To Vote For Big Bang Click Here.

To Vote For So Nyuh Shi Dae Click Here.

To Vote For Super Junior Click Here.

To Vote For Wonder Girls Click Here.

I think a group who’d deserve this Award would really be Super Junior, don’t you think?

Dong Bang Shin Ki; Changmin Fighting!

The embed video above is the fancam or Changmin during Beijing concert where he had fell down several times.

I’m worried, I’ve never been this worried before in my entire 15 years of living

It looked like he hurt his leg(s). Even BEFORE the performance, because he did not look so good when he fell. Exhaustion? My guess it is. I will admittedly say that that video made me shed tears. He looked either frustrated or hurt.. or the combination of both. I think they have said before that Changmin was the one who get sick easily. I think it was last Christmas when he went skiing with Yoochun and he got sick, and had to stay in bed the whole vacation. I’m not entirely SURE but I think there was one time when they all where sick but Changmin was the worse because he coughed blood. (If I’m wrong someone please correct me on this.) And I don’t want to see that happen. Now I know why he exercises the most.. He still say he was ok. OK?! How Can You EVER be OK When You Cough Out Blood?!

WHAT THEY NEED IS REST, REST, REST, AND REST!!!!

Which they won’t have until the end of the year! Because their new single coming out. More shows, promotions, performances. THEN there’s A-Nation tour! More practices, performances, which will last until AUGUST. And I think there’s a charity concert for the Earthquake victims? If that already happened, my bad. AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, THEIR 4th album! So yes, more practices, performances, variety shows, promotions. T_________________T I’m sad, and worried, if any of the boys collapse during any show, performance, I’m gonna go hunt down their manager and and ask HOW THE HELL ARE YOU TAKING CARE OF YOUR BOYS?

Let’s not talk about that anymore, making me more worried. But I guess he looked butter during Triple Concert! Everyone makes mistakes so he shouldn’t worry about his mistakes because the fans loves him and will forgive and forget whatever he did. ^^ His smiles during the Triple Concert showed that he got over it. Just seeing him smile makes me feel better.

PICTURES OF THE BOYS DURING THE CONs: (I don’t have all the pictures considering I can’t save them all, some pictures CANNOT be seen by my parents lol and they are too big. T_T Sorry.)

The pics consist of some of the Beijing concert, Triple Concert, Changmin’s horizon dance, and YAMAHA TVXQ! car in Thailand. ^^

Some fancams + clips?

Triple Concert – HUG
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=TEDXXA8b_uw&feature=user
Yunho is very hyper and OMG YOOSU!!!! XD

[eng] 080609 True Inside News Update
http://youtube.com/watch?v=9uOHx3VDOco
I Really Hope They Do A Photobook in Thailand! A beautiful place indeed.

Yoochun entering his ‘goong’
http://youtube.com/watch?v=mDp-ISS4e5Q
Now why doesn’t my house door open like that? It’d be awesome! XD

[091506] DBSK Thai Concert Rehearsal – Like Right Now
http://youtube.com/watch?v=QaXguu1sBrg
LMAO
JJ: Yo U-know
YH: Why?
JJ: Let’s try some noise beat
YH: No!
XDDDDDD

Changmin – When I First Kissed You – Beijing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrOnvCK__Lo&feature=related

DANCE DANCE DANCE INTERVIEW <3

I LOVE HOW THE BOYS TALK SO HONESTLY ABOUT EACH OTHER ^^

SHINee Picspam :D

I just had to do this they are too adorableeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! All & More Hilarious & Couple Pics In Zip click here. ^^

Credit: As tags, & soompi ^^

<— dies of cuteness >=D

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I just read in Soompi that Taemin likes Emma Watson. AWWWWwww! Me too ^_^ LMAO That girl is just funny and beautiful! The only thing I don’t like about her is that she’s too close to Daniel.. HEHE Kidding!

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?
Released date is changed to July 16th.

Smart move LSM 4 days before I get back to US. Maybe I’ll have a chance to buy it ^^ Woo hoo! I’m in love with that single! ^o^

Dous hite kimi wo suki ni natteshimattandarou releases early!!! July 16!!!

Mark your calendars because the summer of 2008 is going to be the summer of Dong Bang Shin Ki. That’s right, the Rising Gods of the East are celebrating their third year in Japan with a brand-new concert DVD in August and a brand-new single out in July!

Dong Bang Shink Ki’s third annniversary concert DVD “3rd Live Tour 2008 – T-” picks up on the group closing off their Japanese tour in support of their most recent Japanese album “T.” Filmed at the May 6, 2008 tour finale at the Saitama Super Arena, the DVD features 23 songs for nearly 180 minutes of moving vocals and thrilling dances. “3rd Live Tour 2008″ DVD comes out August 6, 2008.

In advance of the new live DVD, DBSK will be releasing a brand-new single titled “Domini coopere Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimattan Daro?” on July 16. The new single features the summery new ballad title track plus B-side “Box in the Ship” and karaoke versions of both tracks. Preorder the limited edition of the single to receive a bonus DVD with the music video for “Domini coopere Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimattan Daro?,” or regular edition to get the four main tracks plus bonus a capella version of the title track.

Dong Bang Shin Ki’s new single “どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?” comes out on July 16, followed by DVD “3rd Live Tour 2008 – T-” on August 6, 2008. Preorder now!

http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview.html?KEY=RZBD-45952 =>DBSK 3rd Live Tour-2008

http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview.html?KEY=RZCD-45938 => Dong Bang Shin Ki – どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう? [CD+DVD]

http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview.html?KEY=RZCD-45939 => Dong Bang Shin Ki – どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう? [Regular Edition]

source: www.cdjapan.co.jp

AKLJFDSLKAJDS;KLFJDSK I’m excited! July really is my month to shine!! DDD

Ahhhhhhh! 10 More days I’m leaving! I can’t freaking wait!! aljdf;alkdjf ! I just might pack early LMAO! There are 933 standing seats left in the Super Show!!!!!! So what do think? I’m good for 10 days without reserving it? I think I’m good, it’s been along time since the ticket has been on sale. If it’s gonna sell out it’s probably sold out by now. Fate don’t betray me.. T_T Gahhhhhhh! Yesterday my mom and I just had a fight about Korean and Japan.. -__-’

Mom: -takes my headphone to listen what I am listening to-
Mom: What is this? Korean crap?
Me: It’s Japanese, and it’s not crap, you just don’t have ears.
Mom: I hate everything about Japan, it’s culture, it’s people, except its food.
Me: Well, if you don’t like it, you don’t have to say shit.
Me: -Takes blanket cover my face and tears start to fall-

My mom and I were talking in Thai and the words she used was more harsh than what I translated..
Anyways, if she can’t understand what they are singing she should at least keep her mouth shut and listen to the melody, but my uptight mother never gave it a try. Even my American ‘guy’ friend likes DBSK when I introduced them to him. My mother and her … brain. -0- Don’t take this the wrong way, I love my mom and everything but sometimes.. GOD!!! She’s letting me spend a $100 of MY MONEY on my trip. I say HELL NO, the ticket is already like $150. (She doesn’t know about the concert yet though )

More PAIN and MISERY begins when I heard the news that SM TOWN are having a concert in THAILAND, the end of this year. Still a rumor I think I’m not sure yet. But I’M STILL GONNA BE STUCK IN THE FREAKING HOT ASS FLORIDA! I mean it’s SM TOWN CONCERT! If that day ever comes, I’m gonna be sick and stay home I swear to you. T_T I fell of my chair when I saw DBSK concert in Thailand last year crying. T_T’ Not to mention SHINee is PROBABLY gonna be there. AHHHHHHHHH! KOREAN MADNESS!

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Girls’ Generation Apologizes to Fans

To all our fans who love us:

Hello fans, this message is from Girls’ Generation:

This will be the first time for us to put a message on our website, and we should’ve had it up sooner. Ever since our debut and for the past 10 months, we have been receiving a lot of support from our fans. We are enjoying our current success because of you. We’ve shared a lot of good memories that we can reminisce on. From our debut performance that we waited all our lives for. The first meeting with fans after our debut performance. When we reached our first #1 ranking, where we cried. Our “rookie artist award”, which was one of our goals we wanted to attain when we were just trainees. Into the new world, Kissing You, and Baby Baby. Despite all the hard work and hectic schedules, we were all happy.

We are grateful and would like to thank all our fans for all the happy memories you have provided us. The past 10 months were full of great memories. Unfortunately, there are also some memories that we regret. We are saddened, these regretful events was a learning experience for us and we’ve matured from it. Some of the regrets were our lack of proper respect, our inappropriate comments that have hurt people. We apologize to all those whom we offended, in the future we will be more aware of our behavior.

We thank everyone who were with us always. Those who loved, cared, and trusted in us. We cannot thank you enough, it was heartwarming to see all our fans who would wave the pink balloons no matter where we went. The only thing we can give in return is to work harder and sing with all our passion.

We are planning to show you the improved SNSD. We continue to train hard and improve ourselves.

Be good, and stay healthy.

cred: allkpop

I REALLY really hope they meant what they said. Really, I don’t want to see SM Town fight, if they could be more HUMBLE I might give them a second chance.. We’ll see, won’t we?
EDIT: Han Ga In is planning to have a baby.

NOT THAT I CARE, But Changmin Probably Does. T________T Poor guy.. </3 Han Ga In is a nice girl.. but I’m not so bad either. (LMAO Laugh at myself) XD

Prayer.. Dong Bang Shin Ki

Listen to it here.

How beautiful.. they reminds me how beautiful life can be.

[Yoochun]
Please let the words that we say
Not be an evil smell
But rather with fragrant words
Let us leave fragrant echoes.

[Yunho]
Please let all our words be ones
That plant seeds in our neighbors’ hearts
To become flowers of joy
And let it become a song of peace
Little by little,
Making the world a brighter place

[Changmin]
Please do not let us speak of
Gossip and rumors that help no one
And with clean hearts
Let us hear clean words.

[Junsu]
Please let me speak of loving words
With a loving heart
Not to think of myself first,
But instead put myself in the other person’s shoes.
And let me speak positive words
With a positive heart
To look at my good points
Instead of the bad points.

[Jaejoong]
As if giving the water of sincerity
To care for just one bud of an orchid everyday
Let us clear our words
With the clean water of wisdom
That we’ve retrieved
From the spring of our prayer and silence.

[Yoochun]
Please let us engulf ourselves
In the fragrance of humbleness
Deep inside our hearts.

credit to: dbsker

.. I think I’m gonna cry T_T The make life worth living.. really. And they are the reason I’m not getting a motorbike! I’m not getting one until I get to see them in person.. ’cause I don’t want to die until I see them ^^ I will listen to this song at night, as fall asleep to the sound of their angelic voices.

I will never forget what my first impression on them was.. kinda embarrassing XD

I heard of them on the news since they were newly debut.. and I was like EH? wtf is this? Plus I was young I didn’t know any better XD HEY I WAS 10 Don’t blame me!

I don’t know when this was, I was bored and because my friend kept talking about DBSK DBSK, I went to Wikipedia to get to know more about them, and I was all hmm.. interest, I still didn’t think they were good looking. (Don’t kill me because I know some people who thought they were not good looking at first too.)

And then just the year of 2007. I met this girl at my school and she came over at my house and showed me the Hug lipsync radio version on CR, it was this one. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6cAZZzhKAuA
I thought.. that was cute xD I especially love Jae cam whoring. Then I started to look up more about them I saw Hug MV english version.. and omo.. it wasn’t pretty, I really though Jae was the gayest guy on earth ToT!!
Again DON’T KILL ME XP

Then I saw the MV Tonight.. I couldn’t stop watching it over and over.. their voices hypnotized me. I had that window minimized and I couldn’t even see their faces, I was like.. this sounds so amazing OMG! And I just replayed the whole thing over and over.

I guess I was kinda pretty late of becoming a fan.. but I love them more than I’ve ever love any guy in my life. I actually was going through some bad situations and then I watched the old clip of DBSK introducing himself.. and heard Changmin say ‘I will always try my best in everything’ .. I was in awe, they and their music got me back up on my feet and be who I am to day. A proud Cassiopeia. ^^

Lol, that was kinda long..

PS. During that Tonight vid.. I thought Jae was smoking hot.. he’s so angelic, an angel fallen from the sky.. all of them were. And I fell in love with Changmin right then when he said I’ll always try his best in everything. I will never forget that moment.

LOL.. T_T For anyone who wasted your time reading that. I’m sorry

PS2. I’m writing a post about FT Island, Wanna be your boyfriend show on Mnet. I’ll post it up as soon as I finish watching all of them LOL.

Extra .. Live perf at BigEAST 2nd fanclub meeting FOREVER LOVE

God.. they sound superb.. recording studio doesn’t do them justice. <3 Forever Love Dong Bang Shin Ki

Super Junior is on probation? & Duck butt compilation

“Super Junior is going through a rough patch. In addition to dealing with poster-tearing shenanigans and injured Elves at the recent Dream Concert, Super Junior-M members Zhou Mi and Henry are on probation right now. Apparently, they aren’t performing up to par, and if they don’t shape up soon, Father SM will have no choice but to mercilessly kick them to the curb.

It’s a pity, but then again, neither Zhou Mi, Henry, nor any of the other Super Junior members were ever really that talented to begin with. The new replacement is rumored to be a talentless, pigeon-looking guy named Soul. With a name like “Soul”, he certainly has a pigeon brain to match.

Super Junior will recommence their Super Show Asian Tour in Bangkok, Thailand on July 12th.”

(Credit: POPSEOUL)

My opinion:

IS LEE SOO MAN CRAZY? He actually finally got some ELFs to ACCEPT the separation of Super Junior! What’s he doing now? Let me ask you, how are they not ‘performing up to par’? When they just got an award? Sometimes I really don’t get LSM. If anyone does, care to explain it to me? Maybe I haven’t catch up with SJ-M but I think they are actually doing pretty good. Asides from the fact the Super Junior 13 members were separated into sub-groups, SJ-M is an amazing group. Kyu + Wook got the vocals part down. Han + Hae got the moving part down. Zhou Mi has the rapping, and the Chinese fluency down. Henry has that violin, and what more does LSM need? Maybe I’m just being bias and doesn’t understand the situation at hand, so again, anyone care to explain? -.-’

First, these boys were separated from Super Junior to be in SJ-M, but they eventually adapted into the environments. They eventually gained fans who respect them. Now Zhou Mi and Henry are on probation? Another separation? If LSM doesn’t have a respect for the fans, he should at least have respect for his artists who are making money for him. A person can’t stand the feeling of being rip apart again and again, being separated from what they used to over and over. The best LSM can do for ELF is to get them all back together. I want another SUPER JUNIOR album, WITH ALL THE 13 MEMBERS. Not for long now, July 12th. We will see all of them together again. ^^ And NO No more replacement! Can anybody put some senses into LSM’s head?

Let’s stop talking about unpleasant someone like LSM, and take a look at……..

COMPILATION OF JUNSU’S DUCK BUTT
(I found this on Soompi credit:: Lighto_Yuchun)

3 More by me. ^_^

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HER POST MADE MY DAY, So I hope that my post will make your day too! ^^ His butt is SO CUTE! gaaah!

SO! (Ps. I was so scared putting up this picture because I’m using the PC and everyone in my family can see what I am doing T_T)

If anyone is planning to pre-order their new Japanese single that is being release on July 23rd. Please visite these sites.

oricon-friendly sites:
HMV Japan
CDJapan
Amazon Japan
Jbook

Many international fans order from the first two seeing how they are English-based websites.

YesAsia does not count towards the Oricon Chart.

(credit: infatuated@soompi (I LOVE that word btw: to inspire or possess with a foolish or unreasoning passion, as of love.))

I really hope that they will reach #1 again! ^_^ I know they will, I believe in them, and they believe in Cassiopeia so please support them. I, myself, on the other hand, is just only a 15 years old whose parents are not supportive of my liking, cannot purchase the CD. I feel insulted, right now Kpop is my life, she insults Korean, she insults me. My mother is a person who emotionally abuses people. God, so that’s why I’m going crazy? LMAO NO! .. Maybe, oh well she can say whatever she wants.. because I know it’s not true.

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?

Clearer PV version here.

I’ve been meaning to write this post since the song leaked out, but I didn’t know what stopped me. XP
I’m so totally in love with this song, it sounds different from anything they’ve done before. And when I read the lyrics I died. XD The lyrics is really sweet and reminds me of myself.. somehow. This single is being released on July 23rd .. darn, 3 days after I get back from Thailand T_T I want to so bad.

Tohoshinki – どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう(doushite kimi o suki ni natteshimattandarou)

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう
Why did I end up falling for you?

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう
どんなに時が流れても君はずっとここにいると思ってたのに
でも君が選んだのは違う道

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to omotteta noni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
But you’ve already chosen a different path

どうして君に何も伝えられなかったんだろう
毎日毎晩募ってく思い
あふれ出す言葉
わかってたのに
もう届かない

Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba
Wakatteta noni
Mou todokanai

Why couldn’t I call out to you at all?
Every day and night growing emotions
And words overflow
But I realized that
They’d never reach you again

はじめて出会ったその日から
君を知っていた気がしたんだ
あまりに自然に溶け込んでしまった二人

Hajimete deatta sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shittanda
Amari ni shizen ni tokekonde shimatta futari

Since that day I first met you
I felt like I already knew you
You and I melded into each other so smoothly

どこに行く乗りも一緒で君がいることが当然で
僕らは二人で大人になってきた
でも君が選んだのは違う道

Doko ni iku nori mo isshou de kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otonaninatte kita
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

It was natural for me to be where you were
The two of us grew up together
But you’ve already chosen a different path

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう
どんなに時が流れても君はずっと
ここにいると思ってたのに
もう帰れない

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to omotteta noni
Mou kawanai

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
Now we can’t turn back

特別な意味を持つ今日を
幸せ顔で立つ今日を
きれいな姿で神様に願ってる君を

Tokubetsuna imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kireina sugata de kami sama ni negatteru kimi wo

The special meaning held by this day
Today you stood with a happy expression
You looked beautiful while praying to god

僕じゃない人の隣で
祝福されてる姿を
僕はどうやって見送ればいいのだろう

Boku janai hito no tonari de
Shukufukusareteru sugata wo
Boku wa douyatte mioreba ii no darou

But I wasn’t the one next to you
And the image of you receiving blessings
Of that how could I let go?

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう
あの頃の僕らのこと
もう戻れない（考えた考えた）

Doushite kimi ga suki ni natte shimattan darou
Ano koro no bokura no koto
Mou kawanai (kangaeta kangaeta)

Why did I end up falling for you?
How we were before
We can’t return to it anymore (I’ve thought it through, thought it through)

どうして君の手をつかみ奪えなかったんだろう
どんなに時が流れても君はずっと
僕の横にいるはずだった（そのままに）

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni iru hazu datta (sono mama ni)

Why didn’t I hold on to your hand?
No matter how much time has passed
You should’ve always been by my side (never changing)

それでも君が僕のそば離れていても
永遠に君が幸せでいること
ただ願ってる
たとえそれがどんなに寂しくても（寂しくても）

Soredemo kimi ga boku no soba hanareteite mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikute mo (sabishikute mo)

But still, even if I’m nowhere near you anymore
I’m praying that you
May be happy for eternity
No matter how much that would make me lonely (no matter how lonely)

credits: system_chaos@livejournal

I really really REALLY love the last part that says,
But still, even if I’m nowhere near you anymore
I’m praying that you
May be happy for eternity
No matter how much that would make me lonely (no matter how lonely)..
It’s just like how I pray for the boys’ happiness, I hope they find that amazing person who will love them for eternity. ^^ Yea, no matter how much that would make me lonely.
From preventing me getting too emotional here, let’s talk about how amazing they sound! D: Their voices are so beautiful.. I love it when Jae sings.. Douuuuuu.. shite. XD It sounds really pretty. Well it’s time for me to learn some Japanese from this song ^O^ Now, let’s learn some Japanese!

Doushite (どうして) : Why
Kimi (君) : You
Suki (好き) : Like (Love)
……. omg I’m so helpless, I can’t do this! @_@ Dictionary does not always have everything you need.

Lol anyways.. why did I fell in love with them? Because.. of .. many.. many.. reasons. First their voices.. like a call from heaven. Second their personalities, they love each other more than anything in the word, and they would always be by each other’s side. Third, their godly appearance of course. But there’s something more than that, why I love them, something that I can’t explain. If you love them too, you’ll know what I’m talking about. If you don’t love them, WHY THE HECK ARE YOU READING THIS?

I really can’t wait to see this single. Remember Beautiful You? They are so gorgeous in those white suits. *0* Now this time I hope for something like.. hmmm.. more .. emo-ish? I don’t know what that word I’m looking for but I want like a story line music video! Like one of FT Island. Those MVs are so amazing, and I really want to the boys act in the MV!!! And speaking of acting, I can’t wait to see DATING ON EARTH! I’m SO anticipated to see Yoochun’s kissing scene. WHY? LOOK AT THOSE LIPS ToT’ His lips are so tempting .. seriously. (Gomen.. Changmin You’re lips are also tempting too.) XD

Cooking? Cooking! YES COOKING!!!!

Oh my goddddddddddd, what a cute MV!! Featuring SNSD, Sunny. Isn’t she LSM’s niece? I like her though.. she was really bright and funny on Chunji Radio. But I think she needs to go through more training since she’s only been in training for several months before she debut in SNSD. Back to the MV. HOW CUTE!!

00:08 ; You can SOOO tell that was Eeteuk DD His lips and that dimple is one of a kind!

00:20 ; I wonder what does that say? o_o

00:39 ; Sungmin’s hair cut is not as bad as I thought it would be, he looks ADORABLE XD

00:41 ; LMAO, They look so funny with that heart shape thing magic..

00:58 ; XDDDD Shindong, hahaha, I think his hair looks cute! His voice is funny He never fail to make me laugh.

00:59 ; KEKEKE!! I love that dog! He threw up! xD

1:08 ; Ok.. so the first time I watched this I totally did not notice what he was sitting on and why there was a cloud covering his lower part of the body.. XDDDDDD

1:10 ; My my my, I WANT A BED LIKE THAT!! But bigger.. so I won’t fall like Eeteuk did.

1:19 ; KANGIN!! YOU LOOK SO CUTEEEEE!! I think he got skinnier? He’s still our teddy bear though! ^^

1:41 ; I just find it funny how Sunny got mad at Kangin and turned to Eeteuk who is suffering from her horribly taste food. XDD

1:44 ; OK PAUSE!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDd -dies of laugher- Eeteuk look so super freaking hilarious here. XD He looks like a little did who’s eating something that is hard like a rock. x]

1:55 ; SUNGMINNIEEEEE! SO CUTE! And he lies when he say he doesn’t know what cute is..

1:56 ; Lol at Eeteuk once again!

2:43; WOAH there, Sungmin xD

3:25 ; XDD That was to die for, Look at his hair! XDD

4:04 ; Aw Eeteuk!

So the whole thing was sooo cute! I wish to see more of Eunhyuk though, I NEED ME MORE OF EUNHYUKkieee! xD Maybe I should go listen to One Love, over and over again.

Ming is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! They all are omg! I’m squeeing over Ming like there’s no tomorrow! Now I can’t wait for their concert!

Look at the seating charts.

There are a lot of seats at SS1 and SS4.. but I don’t know which one of the boys will come out which way, I really want to get a good view of Heechul XD or Siwon, or Kangin, or Sungmin, or Donghae, or Hankyung.. I’m really picky aren’t I? I wanna ask my mom.. but OH MY GOD! I’m so scared, really sacred T_T’ If she said no I’d cry, if she say yes I’d scream! But the ticket is expensive.. but IT’S MY MONEY! She can be really unreasonable sometimes, but at the same time reasonable. @_@ I’m confusing myself.. BUT I HOPE SHE LETS ME GO EITHER THAT SHE’S GONNA REGRET IT BECAUSE I’M GONNA STAY OVER AT MY FRIEND’S HOUSE AND GO TO THE CONCERT ANYWAY! Blah, screw it.. -_-’ I’m so worried, I don’t know what would happen, and now I’m stuck will all the WHAT IFs. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

EDIT: LYRICS LYRICS LYRICS DDD

“Cook King (COOKING? COOKING!)”
Composed and Lyrics by ROZ
Credits to 13!La’MISS:fairy (GAIA)
May be taken out with proper credits

[GIRLFRIEND] Hey honey, eat a lot!

[SHINDONG] Uga uga! Uga uga!

[SUNGMIN] My girlfriend ([SHINDONG] is too pretty) My girlfriend ([EUNHYUK] her heart is prettier)
But she also has only one weak point – she’s a more incapable cook than me
[EUNHYUK] Can’t cook rice either Can’t cook soup either
[SHINDONG] This and that She can’t cook anything!
[EUNHYUK] She can’t even boil ramyun’s water
[SHINDONG] She can’t tell between soy sauce and cola
[EUNHYUK] I like you a lot but…
[SHINDONG] I love you a lot but…
[EUNHYUK] If it is really like this
[SHINDONG] Marriage is just…

[LEETEUK] For some reason someday you invited me to dinner
You called me over at your house, I was looking forward to it
[YESUNG] I starved and starved and starved again while anticipating the delicious dinner you’ll give me
And imagining your delicious dinner I took a spoonful ([EUNHYUK] Can it be this tasteless?!*)
[KANG♡IN] Can it be this tasteless? What on earth did you put in it? ([YESUNG] Ew it’s too tasteless)
I could cook better than this with my eyes closed
[LEETEUK] How could you ask me about the taste? ([EUNHYUK] Whaaat!)
What am I to say anything but… ([SUNGMIN] Ooh, ooh it’s deliciousss)
I told her it’s really tasty, she smiles as she gives me another serving… please save me

[EUNHYUK] I haven’t got in touch with her for a few days
[SHINDONG] And her friend didn’t tell me news about her
[HYUK+DONG] She’s beengoign to English ([LEETEUK] I’m full) Japanese ([SUNGMIN] Anou) Chinese ([SHINDONG] Lai Lai~) lessons and has no time!

[YESUNG] Then she suddenly got in contact with me, she invited me for dinner once more
[LEETEUK] I told her I’m alright I’m full but I run to her hopefully with those feelings
[KANGIN] Can it be this delicious? ([SUNGMIN] Can it be this delicious?) Has a person made this? ([YESUNG] Oooh it’s delicious!)
[SUNGMIN] But I haven’t heard of such taste, not even in rumours
[LEETEUK] So she asks me about the taste ([SUNGMIN] It’s good! It’s good! It’s tooo goood!) As I shed a tear I told you ([LEETEUK] I’m going crazy!)
[YESUNG] It’s the first time since hair has grown on my head that I have such delicious cooking

[SUNGMIN] And I realize that for me…
[YESUNG] She’s been to cooking school ([ALL] Oooh it’s delicious!) Little did I know about that

[LEETEUK] Can it be so tasteless— ([SHINDONG] It’s not!)
[KANGIN] Can it be this delicious? ([SHINDONG] That’s right!) Has a person made this? ([SUNGMIN] Hey honey!)
[SUNGMIN] But I haven’t heard of such taste, not even in rumours ([YESUNG] Oh no, it’s delicious!!) ([LEETEUK] It’s too good! It’s too good!)
[LEETEUK] So she asks me about the taste ([YESUNG] the best!!!!!) And as I shed a tear I told her
[YESUNG] It’s the first time since hair has grown on my head that I have such delicious cooking
([SHINDONG] Hahahaha!) ([KANGIN] Aah it’s delicious!) ([SUNGMIN] Eheheh) ([EUNHYUK] I want more~)

[GIRLFRIEND] Hey honey, are you full?
LMAOOOO XDD The lyrics is HILARIOUS! OMG! More at Soompi

TVXQ! PHOTOBOOK A WEEK HOLIDAY in Thailand.

(Credit: Pingbook)

OH HOW I LOVE THOSE VESTS!! I really wish Yunho was wearing the white one..
what’s with the unbalanced these days?

Here’s the interview I didn’t translate! I saw it already translated so why bother? Yea, I’m lazy like that ^^

written on 9th June 2008 at 10:28:59 PM

9th June 2008 at 17:00 at Plaza Athinee, Bangkok, 4NOLOGUE held a press conference for the company’s official opening. …{marketing}…

On the same day, 4NOLOGUE, together with S.M. Entertainment, Dong Bang Shin Gi’s record label, held a press conference for the band’s latest photobook 2008 TVXQ! PHOTOBOOOK “A WEEK HOLIDAY”. This is a major co-operation between the two companies; S.M. Entertainment has given 4NOLOGUE sole distribution rights of the photobook in Thailand. Plus the five members of Dong Bang Shin Gi has attended this event, Thailand being their first venue (for the photobook promotion)!

This is yet another special occasion for the Thai fans to get close to their favorite artists and listen to them talk about the photoshoot in the USA. …{marketing}…

What do you feel about the photobook promotion for the first time in Thailand and Korea?
Yunho : We’re very happy since the photobook will go on sale on the same day in Korea and Thailand. It’ll be a special occasion so we’re very happy and excited.

What is the concept of the photobook and its sales promotion?
Junsu : It’ll be on sale in Korea and Thailand at the beginning of July. As for the concept, there are two main concepts. One is us in a majestic, natural surrounding, the other is us on a camping trip – like you coming with us on any normal camping trip. And as a sales promotion, there’ll be 5 extra photos in the Thai version, as a gift for Thai fans!

Which location did you like best?
Yunho : It’s the masterpiece taken in the Grand Canyons – it was really steep and we were all kind of scared. But the photograph came out nicely, with us fitting really well in the scenery. We really love this picture.
Jae Joong: This one (pointing at the photograph)

Obstacles.
Changmin : We had some problems during the photoshoot – the weather was really hot. We were taking pictures in the arid areas of the USA, it was so sunny we got sunburnt! And we were sweating all the time. But it wasn’t really an obstacle.

Any exciting experience?
Yuchun : When we were taking pictures in the desert, we went to a family restaurant where they play live Western music in cowboy costumes. They asked if any of us could play the drums and we told them Yunho could. So he joined in and it was really fun!

During this photoshoot, did you discover anything new and charming about the band members?
Jae Joong : At first we were a bit worried ‘coz we might not measure up to (compliment?) the beautiful, natural scenery. However, we didn’t do too bad. Changmin and Junsu, both are younger than me but they displayed their masculinity openly – in their facial expressions, postures and figures. They were physically fit before we left for this photoshoot. I was impressed.

Is there any chance of making a photobook in Thailand?
Jae Joong : Of course! We would really love to do one. We love Thailand. Plus there are many possibilities such as natural scenery or Bangkok’s metropolitan vibrance. If we have the chance, we will do a photoshoot in Thailand for sure.

Having made donations to charity organizations in Thailand – how do you feel about it?
Yunho : We put up the accessories we wore during our photoshoots for auction, with the proceeds going to GREEN PEACE and Home for Children with Disabilities (Baan Nontapum). At first we didn’t think we’d be able to raise so much money, so we feel Thais are very charitable. We’d like our Thai fans to continue doing more charity work with us.

What would you like to say to the media, executives and Thai fans who have been here since last night (in preparation for this event)?
Yuchun : Thank you to all of you executives, media and Thai fans. Since our debut we have received so much love, sometimes we doubt if we’re worthy of such love. But we now know for sure we want to do our best in return for your love. We will continue to work harder, please support us and love us always.

2008 TVXQ! PHOTOBOOK “A WEEK HOLIDAY” will be on sale this July. Dong Bang Shin Gi fans can pre-order Thailand’s special edition with 5 extra photographs and video clip at www.4nologue.com or get more information by e-mailing Info@4nologue.com. You can also check out promotional updates and news about Dong Bang Shin Gi in this website.

Special Thanks: 4NOLOGUE

Source Article: http://www.pingbook.com
Translation credits: srisin@TVfXQ Forever / srisin@soompi

PICTURES TIME!!! ^O^

EDIT : MORE PICTURES ADDED

They all are so gorgeous.. what else can I expect from them when they’re already this gorgeous?! But their handsomeness never cease to amaze me. IS THAT AN ELEPHANT NECKLACE I SEE AROUND JAE’S NECK?! Lol, how cute! He did say he loves elephant. Me too They’re so big, and it’s fun to ride on them. And YooSu? They kinda match.. are those ivory necklaces I see hanging there.. black and white around YooSu’s necks. I hope I’m right because that is SO what it looks like! XDDD YooSu Fighting!!

And is it me or is Changmin got another piercing on his left ear? Am I seeing things? O_O

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Thank you DBSK for cheering me up, if there were no DBSK, there wouldn’t be me here today. And today, I’m really mad, and pissed, concerning the Dream Concert incident, Cassiopeia, and ELF were hurt by those psychotics SNSD’s fanboys.. one of the girls were even raped.. but I don’t know if that’s true.. I really hope it isn’t. -_-’ I just wish it’d stop, SNSD fans are making it seems like the Silent Treatment was to harsh, but it’s nothing compared to SNSD’s fan cursing and violence. That’s all I have to say, nobody is right, and I just want it all to stop..

EDIT: I’M SO BUYING THE PHOTOBOOK OMG!!!!!! DDD It’s On My B-day Too! I Might Not Even Have To Pay For It!!! .. Did I mention my Aunt is an assistant of the YAMAHA CEO?.. She might be able to get it for free. (I DOUBT IT) But she does have the exclusive to everything, now I can’t WAIT to go back! 2 More Weeks Thailand!

YAMAHA and TVXQ! WORLD : The Raising Challenge

(credit: Pingbook.com)
We can see that Yoochun is still a birthday boy! I WANT CAKE! XD

I WANNA GO SOOOOOOO BAD.. I don’t know many times I cried before yesterday. I couldn’t cry anymore, they went to Thailand, I think they’re still there too. X_x My friend(s) went, but she was wayyyyy in the back so she didn’t get a good pictures. -sigh- T_T Just have to stick to Pingbook for now. I mean the picture she got was REALLY bad, to the extreme. And THAT IS WHY YOU BUY A GOOD QUALITY CAMERA! Not the crappy one that can’t even zoom close! TOT

Anyways forget my friend’s crappy pictures and let’s see some good quality pics. ^O^

And for just when I thought Changmin couldn’t get anymore handsome.. I really like his hair and his outfit. Junsu’s hair is .. FLAT! Omg XD I also love this out fit, he looks so cute! I really think Yoochun is eating Yunho alive! LOOK AT THEIR PANTS! rofl. Jaejoong dressing plain black and white.. but yet it is so stylish, and GORGEOUS. Is there anything new? We all know that they are gorgeous, the only thing seems to be new is we get so so soooo excited everytime! XD My friends said they were TONS of Cassiopeia, more people than the Super Junior Press Conference. And Omg, I thought there was a ton of E.L.F there. So I guess there was like 10 tons of Cassiopeia there yesterday.

All the money that was made from the auction (more than ฿1,000,000 so that’s around.. $33,400) [Crap my pants, that's a LOT of money O_O!!!] was donated to these two charities. Before the boys stepped of the stage, Yunho said in Thai that he is very thankful for the fans love. ^^ Aw, Yunnie! Of course, you guys are lovable!

Well that’s about it, if there’s any more picture popping up or fancams or interview, I’ll edit this post. ^_^

More pictures from fans who went to the event added! ^^

And this LUCK LUCKY GIRL who went to the Meet & Greet got her poster signed by Jaejoong, and shook hand with all of them !! AHHHHHH! I can’t help but be JEALOUS JEALOUS! Here’s the picture. *0*

EDIT: Even more pictures added, and this is the translation for their interview.
Ps. Credit goes to me ^^’

▲ How do you feel about YAMAHA and TVXQ! WORLD : The Raising Challenge.
Yunho: Very good that there’s an event this big for us, and it’s our opportunity to interact closer with the fans. I am very thankful, all these things made us what we are today.

▲ Just now you were just giving away your signature, how do you feel?
Junsu: Great, because we haven’t met the Thai fans for a sometimes now, and it’s nice to see their faces. I can see that Thai girls are very beautiful. (Junsu is killing me OMG XD)

▲ The items in the auction today, how is it special to you?
Yoochun: Those items are the accessories that we actually used in our photo book shoot and we like them. But the money that we’re going to make from the auction is going to charities that’s what great about it.

▲ What do you do when you travel to another country?
Jaejoong: Most of the time we just chat and tease each other and listen to music.
Yoochun: If we have time we all work out and exercise to keep our bodies in shape.

▲ If you can go on vacation, where would you go?
Yunho: Thailand of course. I want to go to Phuket with all the members.
Yoochun: Ah.. And we want to ride Yamaha motorcycle every where in Thailand.

▲ So we heard that Jaejoong loves spicy food, have you tried Prik-Kihnu? (Thailand spiciest chilly: trust me it is FLIPPIN’ spicy, and it burns)
Jaejoong: Yes, actually I tasted it when we were filming the CF, when there’s one scene where Changmin and I had to eat Som-Tam (Papaya Salad).

▲ Last time Yoochun learned the word ‘burn’ in Thailand, this time how you learn anything new?
Yoochun: ‘Let’s Hug’ ‘Let’s Shake hand’ (Swooooooooon!! *0*)

▲ After album ‘O’ Jung. Ban. Hab., when’s your next Korean album coming out?
Changmin: We are working hard on it. It will probably coming out around Fall.

▲ Let’s play guessing game, if there’s a piece of cake on the table, which part would you choose to eat? 1) Strawberry 2) Decoration that made from plastic 3) Decoration that made from sugar 4) Chocolate 5) The wafer part.
Junsu: Chocolate
Yoochun: Strawberry
Jaejoong: Strawberry
Changmin: Wafer
Yunho: Chocolate

After that, Thai Cassiopeia sang a happy birthday song to Yoochun in Korean. And the Yamaha CEO brought out the cake. Yoochun almost cry. AWWW. Jaejoong is not missing the opportunity to daub Yoochun’s face is a finger-full cake. Now back to the game, Yoochun and Jaejoong who picked Strawberry means that they both have morals, can’t do anything wrong. (REALLY? ) Junsu and Yunho picked Chocolate which means resonable, has leadership, and loves to control different thing.(I’m not really sure what that means.) Changmin that odd ball who picked Wafer means romantic, and dreams of a happy marriage. XDDD (Would you marry me?)

So, the exact amount of money made from the auction is 1,269,000 Baht was given to the two charities.
And before they walk of the stage Yunho said “Today we’re happy, very happy, because all the fans that has come today, and I hope that there are more of these opportunities. I just want to say farewall in Thai .. We are very thankful(impressed) of your love, thank you very much, I love you.”

That was it. ^O^ Tomorrow there’s a viewing of the PHOTOBOOK! DD Which actually today.. and at 3 o’clock there’s an interview.. I think, at their hotel. My noona is a reporter who’s going to do the news there. I’m jealous.. so very jealous. She has like the BIGGEST thing for Changmin. I’m also afraid. T________T I’l keep up dating this post if there’s any news. TVXQ Fighting!

Oh Right the Photobook. Preview (credit:DNDB) Dont’ they look gorgeous or what?! CHANGMINNIEEEEE!! T_T I Will Not Let That Noona Take You Away. No No No! She got Se7en and Junjin as her lover, aren’t they enough? Why must she take you too????? TOT Changbinnnnnn.

EDIT: So more pictures coming out.. but it’s sooooooo big, so I decide not to upload them. LOL I’m lazy like that T_T’ But there’s another picture of the photobook came out!

I’m SOOOOO gonna get this photobook! Seriously! O_O! They all are so amazingly gorgeous, I love how that hat positioned on Changmin’s head. OMG THEY’RE SO HANDSOME!!!