Nichkhun Mania; when two cultures collide.

NichKhun; JYP Entertainment. YSMM's 2nd Season host. And My New Obsession!

Let me introduce youuuuuu~ To, Nichkhun!

Nichkhun Horvejkul (นิชคุณ หรเวชกุล, June 24, 1988) is a Thai-Chinese** entertainer who is currently being trained in South Korea by production company and talent agency JYP Entertainment.

Although still a JYP trainee, Horvejkul has already made himself a name as Asia’s future top star. He has gained fans from Thailand and Korea with appearances on televion, such as JYP’s talent competition, Superstar Survival where he took role of the host. Horvejkul speaks three languages: his primary languages consist of both Thai and English; his secondary language is Korean. – Wikipedia.

**He’s NOT exactly Thai-Chinese. His ancestors are Chinese, not his mom or dad. So that makes him a full Thai. *Claps hands and jump around because I’m proud to be Thai* He’s the first and only Thai so far that has entered the Korean music industry!!! (I wish I would be second ahaha {daydream})

Nichkhun advertising the drink Splash~

You can Neverrrrrrrrr resist a guy with a baby face OK?! Well I can’t anyway; baby faces slays me. (That includes beautiful teeth, funny, drummers, guitarist, pianist, dancer, pretty hands, great hair, those also slays me *0*) He’s pretty much the reason why I’m gonna start watch Hot Blood Boys Show. In playlist; here. But unsub. T_T; But Thank You symbelmynne! This is the 1st episode, subbed. YAY! I haven’t watch it yet, on my #1 list of things to watch, right after I re-finish Super Junior Full House. (Gahh, that show reminded me how much I love SiHan <3)

Clips Goodies;

[JYP Trainee] NichKhun – Back At One;I kept replaying that video.. over, and over, and over, and over! His English is full of love! I think he has a really nice voice. Just wish he sang the whole song though. I love that song. One.. you’re like a dream come true; Two, just wanna be with you; Three, girl it’s so plain to see. That you’re the only one for me. ♪♪♪ That girl is so lucky!! His smile is so charming.

Hot Blood Ep.8 – NichKhun Solo; Once again I wish he sang the whole song. Hurricane by Eric Benet. I could understand what he said, but I think he has a little accent, you can barely hear it though. (Since when did I became an accent master -_-;) I’m loving his voice, it’s nothing extraordinary but it sounds really nice.

NichKhun Profile JYP’s Trainee; He has PUPPY EYES! I just thought he has really big eyes and then I read the comment LOL He really does have puppy eyes. Gahhh~ He looks like a doll; the tallest looking doll ever! That boy is TALL! *Runs to find the magazine I bought with Khun in it (post him on my wall!)* XD

XTM Contest NichKhun Acting; He could do better LOL~ The acting was very awkward, but I melted just hearing him speak English. Being able to understand him in Thai and English is SO MUCH WIN! ‘Licking up your shit like a dog’ ?? XD Puhahaha I thought that was hilarious~

Hot Blood Ep.5 – NichKhun Rap; It wasn’t the best rap ever, but the end was funny XD I think he has a lot of potential to do better~ ‘But seriously man, give me my handphone’ XD

Nichkhun :: i can’t smile without you; A fan vid, with various pictures of Khun His smile is so lovely! But yea, I can smile without him but still I’d be happier puhaha~ (TVfXQ; I can’t smile without these boys, don’t ever leave meeeeeeee!)

There are A LOT more videos of Nichkhun up on YouTube, be sure to watch out for symbelmynne videos about Khun! krabbypattiess uploaded Ya Shim Man Man Season 2 Ep1 on Youtube, but now it’s gone.. wah~ I hope she’s just renaming it and will put it up again soon, so watch out for her too! EDIT: I forgot to say that if you watch it, be sure to watch out of his wink. *melts and sink into my bed*

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Edit: School of Rock Behind the Scene(Taemin); WATCH IT HERE! I don’t know weather I’m on crack or these boys are. OMG I think I have a girlcrush on Taemin. DUDE HE’S SO PRETTY!!!! ‘I think she got that back from the trash’ Puhahaah XD I would have made a NG too if the lines were like that! It’s funny how everybody’s laughing but Jonghyun still checking his hair and SO INTO IT! xD Onew’s deep ‘YAH!’ still continues to amuse me. *Falls off the bed laughing* … XDDDDDDDD JONGHYUN! His face when he was asked if he ever went to the girls’ restroom before was HILARIOUS! xD <3 Taeminnie at the end. Gahh SO PRETTY!

EDIT: (Gosh so man edits,)
SHINee Reality Show IS OUTTTTTTTTTTTT! Watch it here with out subs though! I’m 100% sure that shineesubs will have it up soon, unless it’s SBS? I don’t think it is, is it? But anyway do watch it! *0* I’ve melt so many times today. Omooooooooooo! They are all so adorable. I just love how Jonghyun is a total nervous wreck and Taemin is the opposite. XD You’d think it’d be the other way around. OMG I LOVE KEY! He really got it going on LMAO And Minho look so serious <3 He’s such a sweetie even though I didn’t know what he said! Onew’s smiles just makes me forget the fact that he had the girl roll up his pants for him XDDD

Daddy Geng; Stage of Youth

Won! What are you doing to MY Geng-sshi?!(!!)

Han Geng of Super Junior and leader of Super Junior M will be playing the lead role in CCTV’s upcoming drama Qing Chun Wu Tai/ (literal translation: Stage of Youth). The character is named Xia Lei. It’s going to be a 12-episode drama.

The confirmation came from the official blog of the Jia Ri Ju (Holiday drama). Qing Chun Wu Tai is going to be CCTV’s third holiday drama. The 2 previous dramas were Meng Xiang Ren Jian that aired during the Chinese New Year period in 2006, and also Kangta’s Ding Jia You Nu Xi Yang Yang in November of 2007.

description of Geng’s character in the blog entry:
夏磊： 一个热爱跳舞的阳光大男孩，父亲是顶级射箭运动员，曾因夏磊的母亲去世与上一届奥运会失之交臂，父亲希望夏磊能继承衣钵，但夏磊只喜欢跳舞，在经历了与父辈的矛盾、重重的自我挑战、不懈的努力后，终于实现了自我升华，成就了生命的精彩，成长为新一代舞蹈巨星。
(rough translation: Xia Lei: a young man who loves to dance, his dad is a top notched archery athlete, because of the death of Xia Lei’s mom and also a missed opportunity in the last Olympic, his dad wish Xia Lei to follow his footsteps [follow dad’s dream to become an outstanding athlete to enter the Olympics). However Xia Lei only likes to dance, after going through dad’s objections, challenges after challenges, & with persistence, he finally raises to a higher level, achieves brilliance, & become the new generation’s dancing star.

“I don’t know when this going to be air, my prediction will be next month??since it’s the Beijing Olympic. I’m looking forward for this drama to come out, it’ll be a great holiday drama. It would be great if chinese speaker could translate this to english. For now, i guess we’ll have to wait for more update from CCTV”.

source: CCTV’s drama blog; bluexhyacinth @ lj} asianfanatics.net
translations: candychu

Yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I’M SO HAPPY! ONE OF MY DREAMS HAS FINALLY CAME TRUE! *Do a happy dance* DDD OMGGGGGG~ HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! My dream is to see this guy act! Because!! JUST BECAUSE!! His expressions in ZLY’s ‘I WILL’ MV IS PRICELESS!!!! Geng was actually was my 1st favorite member in Super Junior (You are still in my top 5 don’t worry ) How can anyone NOT love him?! His confused expressions are the cutesttttttttttttttt! And he’s the sexiest Chinese man I’ve EVER laid eyes on. *0* Plus I got to see his abs at Super Junior – M Showcase. (NO! I will NOT ever get over that)

N-E-WAY! Back to the news. THIS is my kind of drama ok?! I really hate those kind of drama when there’s an really evil bitch in it, and the main girl is way too nice that she’s stupid. Yea, I hate those kind of drama. We’d get to see him dance, AND ACT. *Goes Crazy* What could get better?!!!! (praysforlovescenes)

Thank You Candychu, she probably won’t see this but I love her blog! It’s funny, and entertaining, but I’m usually a silence reader so ~ But don’t ever leaver WP. aldjfalksdjfk candychu FTW!

I’m going to use this chance to post SiHan pictures! My #1 favorite couple~ But if it’s love-triangle, SiHanChul is FOR THE WIN! Wouldn’t it be amazing if Siwon were to be in the drama too? DD I’m gonna keep dreaming until someone makes my dream come true. Ahaha~

Random SHINee Post;

This is one of those random moment where I go ballistic over something.
This time, that thing happen to be a person. My Bro.

…………. I have a brother?? o_O? NO! This is my fictional underrated looking Taemin!
Brother from another mother OK? adlfjalsdfjkl I love this kid! He’s so cute. (Someone need to come up with another way to say cute, because I’m saying ‘cute’ too much nowaday.)

I said he is underrated looking because he’s so much hotter cuter than he’s being given credit to. EXHIBIT ONE! That picture above. That is not a face of a 15 years old ok? (I’m sorry Taeminnie for not writing you a birthday post T^T; Late HBD ok?) Another picture that shows how so amazing looking he really is.

It’s NOT that he doesn’t look good with that famous mushroom hair of his but, WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER?

Anyways, Take this quiz,, take it! It might amuses you or waste your time.

your destiny	taemin
your husband	onew
your crush	jonghyun
best friends	jonghyun
your brother	onew
you will cheat on your husband for..	minho

I Kinda KNEW Taemin was my destiny the first time I saw him. Bwhaha XD Onew is my brother AND my husband???????? (!!!!!!) Something is really wrong with this world. And I will cheat on him with Minho. LOL, Minho does have that mismatched eyes effect on me. ^0^ Any of you ever notice that the boy’s eyes are uneven?

I do have a thing for an uneven eyes, tall, Min in their name, guy. (Isn’t that right Changmin? D)
His low voice compared to other members AMUSES me to no end. XD Did I mention he looks godly in suits?

I think I would just faint if Onew smiles at me,, Love His Smiles! *Adding him to my most favorite smiles list*
#1 Changmin (Oh Duh when you see him smiles his eyes gets uneven!)
#2 Junsu (No comment, just looking at his face makes me laugh. ily Su)
#3 Yoochun (Sex appeal end of story )
#4 Onew (It’s really hard to top YooSuMin, #4 is as good as it get, love ♥ But his voice does top #2 ♥♥♥)
I really realllllly love his voice so much~ This is my favorite clip of Onew, all you get too see is his smiles I think I’m in love(with his smiles XD)

I also need to mention that I love Jonghyun’s LMAO laugh, that’s when his whole face looks exactly like this “XD” it’s mercy! (What the hex, how come I don’t have the picture, if I find it I’ll edit)

Yes, SHINee have their own folder in my littler fulled laptop. I asked myself, why DBSK doesn’t have one. Then I came up with the answer that, I have way too many pictures of DBSK, and it’s way too late to put them in folders now. TOO LATE! It’s still early for SHINee so I decided to make them a folder. (Before all their pics gets cluttered up like DBSK’s >0< Sorry Guys!)

KEYYYY!! He’s like a real key. He opened up many Noona’s hearts. Ahaha. Oh How I wish I was his Noona. Mommy Key! I love his eyebrows. Bwhahaha. I dunno why but the first time I looked at him, I noticed his eyebrows. XD

And I also think his expressions are hilarious. ex. his smiles. *Onew look super dorky in that picture, bwhaha* Keyyyyyy~ I love this kid, he’s an amazinggg dancer.

Last but not least, =) He’s a gorgeous boy! WHOO! His R&B -  ish voice started to grow on me a long time ago.

I Love Him To Pieces!

I can’t really decide who’s my favorite member right now.. gahhh, like SUJU I freakin’ love them all! GREEDY! But yeaaaa, they’re all amazing in their own way!
Just a littler story I’d like to share. Yesterday, I met this guy, he’s a friend of my sister. He said he liked Super Junior. This is me going adljfa;sldkfjalsdkf WHAT?! in side. But I answered “Oh, really? That’s cool.” Oh My God Oh my Oh! That’s really is cool because you can count heads of Suju fanboy ‘cos there’s barely NONE! I was amazed and my brain exploded! I didn’t really talked to him. I was “shy” ahaha -0-. USUALLY, I would act like I don’t know what ’shy’ even means. Then during dinner he asked me why do I like Super Junior. So…… why the heck do I like SUJU? I said that they are funny on variety show. Then my sister interrupts “How are they funny?” ……….. she needs to shut up and mind her own business. I really wanted to say more, but wooooooooow, IDEK! He even sang “Cuz I can’t stop thinking ’bout you girl.” Ahahaha I was like WHATTTTTHEEEEEEHELLLLLLLL?! XDDD It was a funny experience. Yeah~ I took like the whole day writing this. Goahhhhhhh, I need to go. D

Why did I fall in love with you PARODY!

THIS DESERVES ITS OWN POST!!!!

Watch it if you haven’t.

I thought I couldn’t love this song even more than I did, But yet it’s possible! D
The parody lyrics like 100000000000x true. Yahhh, they’re so freaking funny, I love you forever, whoever thought of it! ^^
My friend she’s obsessed with DBSK like I do yes, but she really really like this guy. So she got the courage to ask him out. He said yes. But she told him, there’s 3 things, 1. She’s obsessed with DBSK, 2. She’s a pervert, and 3. She’s Bi (Kinda not really? She just like touching girls’ butts o_o I’m the victim, NOTE TO SELF: NEVER walks up stair when she is behind me.) Anyways, he said ok, I’m fine with it. But not to long ago they broke up. Because she doesn’t have enough time for him, and he’s too busy playing poker. It’s funny lol.

My Highlights : XD
[:38] Does it hurt? : Omo, like Jae’s face is saying “Does it hurt?” XD His face looks like he feels sorry for the guy. XD

[:51] Bwahahah: You’re only her sixth choice XDDDDD No that guy is gonna be my .. um… uh… 34th choice, right after DBSK, SJ, FT, BB, SHINee. And that doesn’t count, Alex, Andy, Jun Ki, YamaPi, Toma, Shun, Jun, Kame, I COULD GO ON FOREVER OK?! D

[:59] My brand of sexy you can’t imitate or duplicate : YES MICKY! XD His eyes when they look down right that second, it says to me “Bitch Please.” XDDD It’s like “Yea, I’m the shizznet, and you’re not” XD aldjfalk!!

[1:15] When you complain you don’t understand, She tells you “Please Grow Up” XDDDDD Ahahaha~ Google up the translation DUMMY!

[1:21] Yunnnnie! “You have not culture at all” XD His face, and the word! aldjflakdsjflad That’s all I’ve got to say.

[1:33] She only started dating you because of your Korean background. XDDD LMAO That’s kinda mean, but a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do right? D

[1:42] “That’s way too cute, Micky” LMAO THAT’S SO TRUE! I know a Korean guy who grow up in the states, and his English is fluent right, but when I watch Yoochun speaks English “SQUEALS” XD Way too cute! Rudolph!

[1:50] OMG Junsu XD His face is like totally “I’m better than you” XD Does it hurt? HUH HUH?! XD “When she asks you to imitate Dolphins and gets mad at you for doing it wrong.” Ahh that part cracks me up. I love you Dol(phin)!

[2:15] XD “For it was my birthday and she had to post about her eternal love for me” XDDD That’s something my friend would do for Yunho. DD Blog IT!! His face once again…… adlfjakdl I love making fun of him <3 XD

[3:24] XDDDDD *continues making fun of Yunho* I’m not really making fun of him, but the lyrics is like hilarious and his face just fits the lyrics perfectly XD

It’s Your Fault For Falling In Love With A DBSK Fangirl. You’ll Never Be Good Enough.

I don’t know if there’s anyone who like me or not, but if there is, he is one unlucky guy. XD LOL unless it is Changmin………….*awkward silence* XD Well there was one they where I went to the mall with my friends, 2 guys, and four girls including me. One of my guy friend, FLIRTED SO BAD!!!! I think I was about to throw up because of each things that comes out of his mouth is like *gag*. But it was entertaining. XD When we were eating BBQ, I tried so hard to sit in the middle of the girls, but I didn’t work, so I ended up sitting next to the guys. Because those girls doesn’t eat meat, but I do, so I had to sit there. POOR ME. He keeps trying to feed me -_- So I’m like, DUDE I GOT HANDS I CAN FREAKING FEED MYSELF. I said it in a really rude language that uses between friends. Felt kinda bad after that, but what can I do. Then my friend and I went to the store that sells DBSK stuff, and we were like “OMG asdjflaskdjflds OMG HOTNESS CHANGMIN YUNHO!! BLAH BLAH” And that guy was there, he looked so bored. Aw sorry kid, you’ll never be good enough. x3

Summer, 2008, Florida. 13 Monkies.

KyuMin is Love

What does Super Junior has to do with summer? Because they’re gonna be the one who will make my summer 10000000X less boring! I watched Super Junior Mini Drama up to the Episode 4 with English Subs of course. (I know I’m so late right? But I just became a fan when I watched their EHB episodes when the Dong Bang boys were on it. Gomen.) *0* Never fail to make me happy! <3 At first I really thought they were just a bunch of monkies (well they are..), but they’re such dorks!! Who can be this dorky when they’re in their 20’s?? I mean really?!! They’re really kids at heart, (and mind? J/K XD), and they’re not afraid to show who they are! ^^

About that KyuMin picture……………………………. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH aldjfkaldfjlk! After I watched their ‘Dangerous Friendship’ drama, I died of happiness and KyuMin ran up to the top of my SJ Couple list. Kyuhyun + Sungmin = KyuMin = Love! ^^ Kyuhyun was not really one of my most loved members, but I really do love his voice! But right after I saw him in real life at Super Junior M & Me Showcase. I really fell for this guy! His voice is truly amazing. What a maknae*!! ^^ No! The pictures doesn’t do him justice!!! He’s so much more gorgeous in real life! How come I’ve never find his smile as charming as I do now? OMG is it too late to love Kyuuuuu?~ Dx NO!! I think he deserve his own folder~ Like Heechul/Siwon/Hankyung/Sungmin already have D I mean allllll the members deserve their own folders, but I HAVEN’T GOT ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD! x_x! ;D

<———- alsdfjkalsdfjlkdjfk ADORABLE ILYSMMIN!!

Just now, I turned up the volume to the song With U by Big Bang. My sister (who has no interest in Korean/Japanese drama/music whatsoever!) asked what song is that? ….. o_o I’m like.. hmm why? It’s called With U. U with the U~ And then she said “whatever I wouldn’t know who sing it.” I answered, “it’s a korean group called Big Bang.” ~ DO I SMELL AN INTEREST?? ;D

Anywayssssss, I’ve been complaining everywhere how I miss the FT Island boys. I was just saving all the really old stuff about them. I’m sorry, I’m a new fan, I found out about them not even a year ago when my friend introduced me to them with their MV FT Island. All I thought was WOW they’re young, WOW they’re a real band, WOW they’re all so cute!! DD But I didn’t really get into them until not long ago when I read an article about them over at Spazzes. NEVER LEAVE ME! I got to know FT. Island, SS501, The Grace, Younha, SHINee, more over there. I love Spazzes <3 D

Aishh where was I? Oh right FT Island! I expect their come back in Korea soon! PLEASE BOYS! I miss their emo songs T^T!!! They’re the only real Korean band with drummer guitarist, and bassist. It’s MY style of music. I want them to do rock! Well not hard-rock but you know what I mean, like LOVE SICK! Come back soooooooon, I miss your beautiful eyes Hongki, and your aegyo Minhwan, your awkwardness Jonghoon, your muscles Wonbin, and you geek Jaejin! DD

GAHHHHHHHHH! I have ImageShack! Forget it, I was gonna post some pictures, but godddddd. It killed my computer, so lagged! Anyways, I can’t wait to see School of Rock! I LOVE THAT SHOWWWW! aljdalkdjflks! WHY ISN’T THERE SOMETHING LIKE THIS IN THE US?! Ok, School of Rock is a TV show that appears in a random school with a famous singer. This time it’s SHINee!! And they dressed up as girls. aldjfkalsdkf I DIED!!!! Like I said, I’d post pictures, but imageshack has phailed me -_-. So go over to Spazzes~~ alsdfjkld This is why I love her! Taeminnie is sooooooooo cute!!!!! *0* She He is prettier than girls, OMG, KEY!!! His Face CRACKS ME UP XDDDDDDD *dies laughing*

One Last Cry..

I said One Last Cry..

But there’s always another cry.
Today, as I was walking through the market, July 19th, my last day. The rain slowly started in fall. Rain……
It always reminds me of tears, sadness, and separation. But on a sunny day, it could always mean tears too, but of joy, and celebration. But on this day, the dark sky, and solid black clouds, the morbid feeling.. it’s my last day. The ceaseless rain fell on my red eyeglasses.. red and water, I think of blood. The blood flowing through my body like it’s supposed to, when will it stop doing its job, when will my heart stop beating? Not until I have done everything I was born to do…

Suddenly, my stomach started hurting. I ran upstairs, thinking that it’s another food poison coming my way. But it actually was guilt inside of me. I’m guilty of pretending to be strong. I reached the bathroom upstairs when I was sure no one could hear me or know that I was there.. my tears started falling.. just like the rain. I didn’t want that day to come, another day that I have to leave the place that I love.
I was playing on the computer.. and telling my friends that I’m leaving tomorrow. One of my friend, she’s a great musician, said to call her, so I did. She played me various songs on her guitar. The touching lyrics were too much for me to handle. Ex…..
“เปิดออกมาดูโดยไม่ตั้งใจ ว่าจะได้เจอรูปเก่า
Opened it, unknowingly, that I will see those pictures

อยู่ในวันเวลาที่สดใส วันที่มีเราข้างกัน
In the good old days, the days we’re side by side

ภาพเดิมๆก็หวนมา เปลี่ยนเวลากลับไปวันนั้น
Old memories came back, turned back the time to that day

ใจก็เหมือนสั่นๆ เกือบลืมกันแล้ว
Heart trembles, almost forget it

ต่างเดินกันไปตามทางของใคร แยกไปค่อยๆไกลห่าง
Each walked their own path, farther away

อยู่ดีๆวันนึงก็จางหาย คลาดกันโดยไม่รู้ตัว
Then one day, we got lost without knowing

แต่เรื่องราวที่สวยงาม อยู่อย่างเดิมไม่เคยหมองมัว
But the good memories, still there, never fade away“

On the next day, it was time. I did not want to wake up. I will continued to be asleep forever if it means I get to stay. But not even a miracle can help me. Forty minutes before the departure time. My sister and I had to get in the gate for boarding. I tried, I really tried my best. I tried to hold back my tears.. I wanted to be stronger because there will be a time that I have to go through it again. I couldn’t stand seeing my grandmother’s tearful eyes. But I did it.. I did not shed a tear.. It was less than a nano second that it was about to fall, but I didn’t let my tears fall, I couldn’t. But later on… just now, as I watch Hana Kimi Japan, and I watch Mizuki leave for America, leave all her friends, and leave he one she love.. I couldn’t help but cry,, I let go of all my sadness during the past 3 days through a drama. Must be pretty ridiculous right? But not to me.. Mizuki taught me something.. Mizuki taught me to be stronger, and to face my fear. Arigatou!

And not only that, Mizuki also showed me how KAWAII Nagatsu is!! ~~ HOMO JA NAIIIII~

Let’s speak of HANA KIMI!! Japanese Version! <3333

Summary
Mizuki Ashiya, a Japanese girl in the U.S., one day sees the young athlete Izumi Sano compete in the high jump on television. She begins to idolize him, and decides to move to Japan to attend the same school as him. However, Izumi goes to an all-boys school, so Mizuki disguises herself as a boy to achieve her dream of being with her idol. — DramaWiki

I think all of them are good looking. DON’T EVEN SAY IT!
Let’s start with.. ……….. Oguri Shun as Sano Izumi.
He’s looks like a monkey.. Doesn’t he? He does to me, but he’s a cute monkey! ^^ I dunno, sometimes he’s really good looking but then he’s really weird looking. I guess we all have good sides and bad. ;P But you gotta love this guy when he’s drunk! <333
Well, why?
See for yourselves.
sdfal;sdjfa;lskdjfksldjfalsdjl~!!! Y desu ne??!!

Next! Ikuta Toma as Nakatsu Shuichi
I love this guy, BEYOND!! (not beyond the Dong Bang boys though ^^) He has the cutest/funniest expression! He’s sooooooooo cute!!! What I love the most is when he talks to himself, and when he thinks he’s gay! SO FUNNY! I mean you gotta watch this guy!! I’m gonna post his pictures just because I can.

Next! My new girlcrush; Horikita Maki!!!!! (Horikitty~ XD)
Maki-chan is a very cute girllllllllll~ She’s so cute I want her as my little sister! (I know I know she’s older than me!) I love when he’s smiles, she smiles like a new born baby! ^_^
She’s too cute !!!!!
(Next stop Kurosagi! I’m gonna watch it because Yamapi and Maki are in it <33333)
It’s been a longggggggggg time since I’ve watch any drama, -sigh- I forgot how it opens door to my creativity world! ^^

It’s 6:17 AM; I haven’t slept, I haven’t bathe. OMG, be back to edit. o_o

I’ll stop here. Because I got too lazy. I wanted to write about Shirota Yuu, the guy who played Sano’s competition (I could never remember the name) I wiki-ed him, and it says that he’s half Spanish. I was like AHA!! I knew he was half something! Because his lips are SO NOT Asian! Asians doesn’t have those lips. He’s quite gorgeous. =D (In the 2nd picture, I think that girl is related to him? She looks like a latino ^^)

I AM ONCE AGAIN A JAPAN LOVER!!!!!!! DDD I started to love K-Pop because of DBSK, and then I got much more into the other artists that I fell in love with Korean Culture. But deep down I still love Japan! They’re both are so much win. <3

‘どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？’ いちばんであがる です

When I found out yesterday…….

Me sitting in this blue office chair, jaw dropped, finger pointing at the screen, blinked 3 times, and said

“I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT!!!!!!!!!”
Lmao, that’s exactly what I did. (Well maybe the blinking part was exaggerating.)

The title says “Doushite Demo Kimi Wo Suki Natta Shimattan Darou Ichibandeagaru Desu”
Which means “‘Why Have I Fallen in Love with You’ is to win the first place”
My Japanese is FAIL, I know what I said was WRONGGGGGG! But I don’t care! XD I’m just SOOOO Happy For Them! If I could send them a congratulation cake, I would do it right now! ^^ Next goal is Weekly Oricon Chart!! I believe they can do it! TOHOSHINKI TOHOSHINKI TOHOSHINKI IS ICHIBAN! My cheeks about about to explode because I keep on smiling for them! Lol.

I’m seeing YunJae hugging, Yoosu jumping, with joy.
Eh? What about Changmin? He’s with me here celebrating XDDDDD
My friend and I had a conversation about the boys, and the 13 monkies, plus the M. (DBSK, SUJU, Henry, And Zhoumi XD) Crap, where should I start. These couple of weeks, I had so many conversations with her. *-* WARNING: My Friend Is A Psycho, Pervert, And A Weirdo. MORE ON THE PERVERT PART. XD aldjsfaldkjf I LOVE HER!

KooK: Em (is a person with a VIP ticket) told me he liked Kibum, he said Kibum had killer smile -0- (The dude is gay, NOT KIBUM, my friend Em XD)
Kat: Geng is better! (Um.. for some reason we call him Daddy, as in ‘Older man takes care of a younger girl and spoil her and has a sexual relationship with’ XD I KNOW)
Kat: (Continues) SEXY BACK!
KooK: Daddyyyy! Sexy Back at Super Junior M & Me Show Case too *0*
Kat: Dong(hae) is REALLY sexy back, he’s really white.
KooK: Shizzznet, I almost fainted.
KooK: Daddy, flashed his abs.
Kat: *0* AHhhhhh!
Kat: But Dong(hae) showed us his SIX PACKS.
Kat: ALL MUSCLES.
Kat: Really white nipples. (DID I NOT TELL YOU SHE’S PERVY? I warned youuu)
Kat: And his chest.
Kat: Has sweat on it.
KooK: AHhhhhhhhhhhhhh! 0___________0 Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Kat: AHH, I’m perverted. (At least she knows it)
Kat: Hahahaha!
Kat: Ahh, what did I just say!
Kat: He opened his shirt!!
Kat: Wowwwwww.
KooK: Dong didn’t really talk at SJ-M show case.. but HANDSOMEEEEE!
Kat: I like his back.
KooK: JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kat: The pictures will be out soon.
KooK: I don’t want the pictures, I want fleshhhhhh! *Holy crap, what am I thinking*
Kat: Dude, when Geng dances first, I used the binocular.
Kat: I can see his crotch(of trouser o_o) very clear. (I WARNED YOU!!!)
KooK: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! (Do you not see me die of her perviness? Or maybe it was Geng)
Kat: But when Dong danced, I didn’t use the binocular, I was shocked with Geng’s. O_o
KooK: I was the same when I watch SJ-M danced U.
Kat: Hahaha, at the end is like the best!
KooK: I know, *screams then faints*
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That was one part of the convo that was about SJ concert, and yea SJ-M. Then I talked to her about the new Haptic pictures DDD

Kat: Jae is not tanned, he looks tired.
KooK: I adopted Henry as my son, as you can see. (I put it in my MSN name XD “Henry Is My Son”)
Kat: Jae looks like a phone addict, are you talking to Yunnie? XD
KooK: Probably.
Kat: But Yun left Jae for Oppa(Junsu, we call his Oppa ^^) =]
KooK: Park and Min is ahhhhhhhhhh, in singlets, ahhhhh SCREAMS.
Kat: It’s ok.. I wanna see the things UNDER the singlets.
KooK: Only Grandpa Park, not Min. Because Gyu Jung Min. (It means Min is mine in Thai, which is really funny because it sounds like a Korean name XD)
KooK: I really Park’s hair, it’s super secksii.
Kat: I don’t wanna seeeeee.
Kat: I wanna see my Yunnnn.
Kat: He flashed in the ‘O’ Concert, and then that’s it.
Kat: But Oppa is superrrrrrrrrr.
KooK: Yun already opened his shirt, wtf, what else do you want??? Min hasn’t even done anything T-T
Kat: *Laughs at me*
KooK: Jae always expose his chest, in Beautiful You, Park sat on the bed with only a jacket on. But Changmin, nothing. (No, the Hi-ya-ya MV Does NOT count XDD)
Kat: I knoww.
Kat: But he’s still young.
Kat: He just became legal.
Kat: What the hell do you want.
KooK: I don’t careeeeeeeeeeee. Haha. Evil.
Kat: But I wanna see Yun naked.
Kat: o____________O
KooK: Lol (Has nothing else to say because I was shocked by her pervertness XD)
Kat: Is there anyone else more handsome?
KooK: Hell no, These 5 guys are the most handsome in the world =]
Kat: Yesssssssss.
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Now THIS is the fiction part, no one is probably reading it at this point but I’m having fun writing this so XD

KooK: Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
KooK: My mom said I have S-line!!
Kat: Really?!
Kat: Go to Oppa(Junsu)!! XD
KooK: Lmao, really brother and sister.
Kat: -*-
Kat: He’s MY bro.
Kat: Kim Junsu and Kim Kat Jung.
Kat: But now I’m using the last name Jung, because I am married to Jung Yunho XD
KooK: Well you and I are sisters, but now I’m using the last name Shim.
Kat: Ahhaa. Then should we be Junsu’s dad/mom’s daughter in law?
Kat: Because Oppa’s dad is like Yun’s dad.
KooK: Good good.
KooK: Kook and Min adopted Henry because his cheeks are squishable.
Kat: And one day, Henry used his violin poke Min’s butt.
Kat: Because he’s jealous that Min’s butt is bigger.
KooK: LMAOOOOOO
KooK: Your son is Sungmin right?
Kat: Yesssss.
Kat: Sungmin is disloyal with me since he was born!
Kat: He ran away with Kyu.
KooK: Lmao, how could Henry do that to daddy? I have to punish him by lock him in the dark room with me. (……….)
Kat: Shortly after Kyu came in the band, he Sungmin ran away with him.
Kat: Kyu is a bad son in law. I didn’t even get the bride-price.
Kat: I don’t even have enough money to feed myself.
Kat: But his dad is rich, the end.
KooK: LOL, it’s ok, Hyukjae will feed you.
KooK: Dang, Henry is a bad kid, he’s seeing Wookie.
Kat: Be careful of Yeye(Yesung), he might beat up Henry.
Kat: Henry could go with Zhoumi. Zhoumi is lonely.
KooK: I think Zhoumi went with ZLY.
Kat: But then what about Daddy?(Geng)
KooK: Daddy already has (Si)Won.
KooK: Love Triangle, Cin(derella), Daddy, and Won.
Kat: Did you see the picture Yeye took of Thai E.L.F.s???
KooK: No, send it.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! It’s so pretty ISN’T IT?! T_________T I wanna cry, I wish I went, their first concert in Thailand, and I missed it. I regret listening to my mom. I SHOULD NOT HAVE LISTEN TO HER. I should just go straight, buy that ticket, and go! I believe it was an unforgettable concert to everyone there, the boys, and Thai E.L.F.s. WE ARE EVERLASTING FRIENDS! ^^ Let’s stay friends together forever~~ I already made my trip worth while by seeing Super Junior M…… but that regret is still there. Once in a life time concert flew by. I had that chance but I didn’t take it. Heh.

WHEN WILL THAT CONFIRMATION LETTER OF MY ‘A WEEK HOLIDAY PHOTOBOOK‘ WILL BE SENT TO MEEEEEEEE?!!!!!! I’m waiting ~ I sent the email 2 days ago. And I already PAID FOR THE PHOTOBOOK. And 4nologue should send me a confirmation email by now -0- WHAT THE HELL IS TAKING SO LONG! If I don’t get my photobook, I’m gonna talk to the CEO =________=!!!!! *gets my aunt on the phone!!*

……..?

My friend sent me this site.. colorgenics.

I guess she got it from Candychu? O_O Lol coincedience?

I picked Red, my favorite color. wtf? What color am I suppose to feel harmonized with?!
The part that is true are underlined.

Much of the time you are preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature. You need stimulation and variation with all matters pertaining to your life. You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality being able to charm and influence others. You use powerful strategies with predictable outcomes so as to avoid endangering your chances of success or undermining other people’s confidence in you.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, ‘Simpatico’.

In spite of all the opposition, you are insisting that your goals are realistic but circumstances are forcing you to compromise. You are not very happy with this situation but there is little that you can do about it. You have very strict standards which you try to apply to everyone who enters your sphere of influence.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking – you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of ‘total surrender’. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence ‘you need to be needed’ and at the same time ‘you need to need’.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that ‘If its not fun – then don’t do it’. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are – and it seems to be working.I think it was very true. But let’s try other color that HARMONIZE me. This time the green called me to CLICK IT! Well it called me since the first time, but I tried to control my instinct and picked Red the first time. So now green.

You are feeling exhausted, worn out, drained. You feel that far too much is being asked of you but you still want to overcome these difficulties and establish yourself despite the effect such an effort seems to have on you. You are a proud person, assertive most of the time, but at this particular moment you are acting as if you have become resigned to the situation. What you need is some tender loving care – a gentle pat on the head (or maybe a ‘kick-up-the backside’) and then you’ll be raring to go.

Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person – so much so that ‘the wrong word’ can lead you to tears. You feel other people’s pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling. (IT IS SURPRISINGLY SO)

It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you’ll have to make the best of things as they are.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

Most of it seems to be true. I am pretty much like to do everything alone, ex. group projects, reading, sports. But at the same time I needed someone, because it’s really hard for me to open up to new people UNLESS you have the ability to get everything out of me. So far, I’ve not found such person, other than my best friends, Kat and Yok. I don’t know if they think of me as I think of them but they sure do know the real me.

Back with excitement!

I’m gonna start writing again now that I have the privacy of my laptop back! But I’m gonna keep some unappropriate post private (those hard-fangirling kind of post Rate: R? XD Maybe?). But if you want to read it, (it will mostly be about DBSK and/or SuJu ^^) just email me at kukkiezquiz@gmail.com

So right now I’m in Thailand! My hometown, wow, I’m so happy! I was smiling through the whole trip here. Plus I stopped by Korea. It was really cool, I just wish I could go to SM right then when I arrived in Seoul. Hehe~ Well I met this girl who sat next to me on the way to Seoul. And she asked me if K-pop is really popular in Thailand so I said yes, very much. Then she started saying that she used to live in the same apartment as Super Junior (Me: HOMG! aldjf;djsdfjk GETTHEFUCKOUT!), and yea but SJ had to move because of all those fans found out where they’re living. Plus she is a friend of a member in PARAN, I don’t know which member though since I’m not interested in PARAN.

What you can get here in Thailand, is cheaper clothes, wih better styles. You don’t have to tell me twice I bought a lot of clothes so far. XD Not enough though because everything I see is like C-U-T-E! My best friend showed my a little store that sells Korean collectibles. My eyes were like OMG !! (I’ll post pictures when I get home)

So I got wallets, buttons, posters, phone decoration, stickers, fan, and that thingy where you put your phone on and hang it around your neck! ^^ All those things are DBSK, SJ, FT Island, and Big Bang related. What I really want is a tote bag! Seriously, and shirts. I want a bag that says CASSIOPEIA, or something like that! I’m taking my friend shopping tomorrow, well I’m gonna make her take me to the shop (because I don’t know how to get there -0-). IF I have money left I’d buy SHINee mini album! SJ-M too, it comes with a SJ-M folder <3) What I really want is T DVD concert !!!!!! It’s out, but it’s the recording from the TV, not the HD real one. The business is slow, I don’t know when I’ll be back to work, and I need to save money for my next year trip. Stop me here, but I want DBSK’s new photobooooooooook! They are SO GORGEOUS! I must get it! I’m gonna ask my mom like soon. Because I really really really want it SO BAD!

Okkkkk~ So as you all know July 12th was Super Show. Who went? I DIDN’T -.- My mom wouldn’t let me. My friend said it was so awesome. Siwon <3333 was giving out water bottles to the fans that was in the standing zone! *0* (If I went I’d be in the same freaking standing zone!! -_-) Anyways. Teukie LEETEUK, my grandpa! Was crying because he was overwhelmed by the love Thai ELF has for him. <3 Good Job guys! I’d post his Cyworld post here, but I’m lazy write now. But he said he was worthless, and will try hard to deserve all this love. NO YOU’RE SO NOT WORTHLESS PARK JUNG SU!

So Sungmin (my son XD) was throwing balloons to the crowd right, and then the last one, he kissed it and throw it. So of course it was like one piece of banana in mokies cage! But the balloon ended up on the stage so nobody got it. And this girl, she gave a rose to Heechul or something, he kissed it, and he handed it to the other members to kiss it! And it ended up to the other girl, and the owner of the rose found the girl and of course anybody would have want it back. That girl had some conceince and she gave the owner a petal <3 *0* This girl I met, was a working lady, and she told me she went to Japan to see DBSK in the T concert! SO LUCKY! *0* I think she went to Saitama too! Because she said Uncle Park (That’s what I call him nowadays XD Got it from my friend, what a habit) was wearing pink and black converse! >_< She also said her friend got to fanmeet with SJ M! And she asked her friend to give them gifts! She gave them food! Haha! You’d think she’s give some of the little cards or clothing but no, she gave them Thai snacks, and fruits! <3 They’d totally eat it and remember her.
And this other girl, she got a picture of Sichul signed by themmmmmmmm! 1000000X jealous. I have a picture will post it when I get home. She said she wasn’t braging. WTF SHE WAS TOTALLY BRAGING! I’m crazy about them that’s true, but I don’t think I was as half crazy as those E.L.F.s This one girl, her phone, was full of DBSK, SJ, decoration! Which I think it weights around 3 pounds O_O AND AND She was wearing a Sapphire blue jacket!! Which I think she got from Eunhyuk! I’m not 100% sure but I think that’s what she said. I think she said he threw it or something (this is the same girl with the rose petal) JEALOUSY!
But anyways, that day July 13th. I went to Siam Discovery with my mom and my sister to see my friend and we are going to see Super Junior M.!

I was waiting since 3 PM I didn’t have to stand, we found a good stop behind the big ass tree, that’s near the water (that you can fall in any second) and my friend and I just said there for 4 hours, until they finally came out! <333333 With the song U, they grabbed everyone’s heart with the pelvic thrust! The moment was was freaking waiting for!!!! I swear I screamed so loud, like really really loud.
After that blah blah, Ryeowook-Kyuhyun-Zhoumi did an acapella ~ Ahhhh it was beautiful indeed. But some of those fans weren’t really quite so I couldn’t hear clearly. After that they sang THE ONE, that song is going to be use in the 2008 Olympics, which Hankyung has the honor to carry the Olympic torch! <33333 ^^
Henry said he really like Thai food in Thai <3 as;ldfjsdk;!! After that HANKYUNG came up to do his solo with the song, SEXY BACK! (!!!!!!!) He definitely showed HIS SEXY BACK! Plus he flashed his sexy abs style Rain and Yunho had did before. asdfasdjksjk ABTASTIC!!!
Then it’s Henry’s violin solo <3 His seduces first and then he came with violin power ! >_< It’s so much more amazing real life, no computer screen!! I’m gonna send a fruit basket to the person that took this picture of HENRY! (He’s my son!! He can be your husband or whatever but he’s my son!! >_<) Some girls said Henry’s sting violin broke. I really know. D’awww.

Then they said some stuff in Thai which make me screamed even louder >_<!
(Ryeowook) สวัสดีครับ ผมชื่อรยออุคครับ : Hello, my name is Ryeowook
(Henry) สวัสดีครับ : Hello
(Donghae) สวัสดีครับ ผมชื่อดงแฮครับ ผมชอบชาวไทยครับ ขอบคุณครับ : Hello, my name is Donghae, I like Thai people, Thank you ^^
(Hankyung) เราจะคิดถึงทุกคน : We will miss you!
(Siwon) ผมจะรักคุณตลอดไป : I will love you forever
(Kyuhyun) รักนะเด็กโง่ : Love you, silly. (T/M It doesn’t exactly means “silly” it literally means stupid kid but not in the bad way so I translated it as “silly”) (Me: I DIED SO BAD)
(Zhou Mi) หิวข้าว : Hungry. (I think he means “Are you hungry?”)
(Kyuhyun) รักเธอสุดๆ : Love you a lot.
(Siwon) น่ารักนะ : (You’re)Cute.

So you want pictures? Go to Spazzes <3!!

Uhhhhhh I don’t know what else to write. Only. OMGGGGGGGGGG YOOMIN *Press Publish then faints*

The New Petal & Primadonna

You know.. I love Heechul right? But I never consider myself as one of his ‘Petals’ until now.

I don’t know why really, but there’s something about him inside that’s unique and different. He’s one crazy kid indeed. His mind doesn’t work like others.. like I said, very unique. Today, I came across HeechulPetals (and thank you gomdori for translating) Heechul’s writing in his cyworld.

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異 愛 ( 이 애 ) – Different Love
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자.. 시작합니다..
Here.. Lets begin..

4月 4日..
그녀를 만났습니다..
I met her..
비 오는 날이었지만 그녀는 눈부셨습니다..
It was raining but she shone so brightly..
어두웠던 내 마음도 밝아졌습니다..
That my darkened heart also became bright..

4月 5日..
나는 내성적입니다..
I’m an introvert..
사랑합니다.. 어렵게 말을 꺼냈습니다..
I love you.. I said it with such difficulty..
아이같은 웃음으로 대신 말합니다..
You reply with a child-like laughter..

4月 6日..
행복합니다.. 그녀는 말합니다..
I’m so happy.. She says..
아름답습니다.. 그녀는 웃습니다..
So beautiful.. She’s smiling.
그녀는 나의 전부입니다..
She is my everything..

4月 8日..
그녀를 보는 시선들..
The way I gaze at her..
불안합니다.. 너무나도 아름다운 그녀가..
I’m worried.. that she who is so beautiful..
떠날리는 없겠지만.. 복잡합니다..
There’s no way she would leave but.. it’s complicated..

4月 9日..
나의 집에 초대했습니다..
I invited her over to my house..
미쳐버릴것 같습니다..
I think I’m going to go crazy..
그녀는 내 것입니다.. 내 것..
She is mine.. mine..

4月 10日..
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4月 11日..
눈은 뜨고 있지만.. 심장이 뛰질 않습니다..
Her eyes are open but.. her heart isn’t racing..
눈물을 흘렸는지.. 번져있는 마스카라..
Whether her tears fell or not.. her running mascara..
밧줄로 묶여있는 그녀의 몸..
Her body is wrapped with rope..
조금은 굳어있는..
It is a bit stiff..
아직은 흐르고있는..
The still flowing..
피(血)의 자국들..
trail of blood..

내 오른손엔..
In my right hand..

가위..
Scissors..

왼손엔..
Left hand..

그녀의 머리카락..
Her hair..

이건.. 사랑입니다..
This is.. love..
표현방식이 조금 다른..
A bit different form of expressed..
그런 사랑입니다..
That kind of love..

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날 개 (Wings)
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그대를 사랑할 수 없습니다..
I cannot love you..
난.. 사랑을 모르기 때문이죠..
It’s because I… don’t know what love is..

그대를 사랑할 수 없습니다..
I cannot love you..
가슴이.. 너무 아플것만 같으니까요..
I feel that my heart.. would hurt so much..

그대를 사랑할 수 없습니다..
I cannot love you..
자유로운 그대는.. 날아가버릴테니까..
Because you, who is free as a bird, might fly away..

하루하루 그대를 만난뒤..
After meeting you day after day..
그대를 그리며 잠자리에 들때면..
When I miss you and settle into my resting place..

불안하고..
I worry..
두렵습니다..
and I’m afraid..

언제까지..
Until when…
내게 그 미소를 보여줄런지..
will you show me your smile..
아무표정 없는 날 웃게 해줄런지..
and make me, who doesn’t have any expression, laugh..

이렇게..
Because of this..
그대를 사랑하지 않겠다 다짐하고..
I promised myself I wouldn’t love you..
내 마음을 부정하는 건..
The reason why my heart is in denial is because..

이미..
I already..
그대를 사랑하기 때문입니다..
love you..

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At first I taught, is this really Heechul? Is this the Heechul? The answer must be yes. Because I find that someone who has the feeling inside, but cannot express out their true feeling, usually writes out what they feel. Or write about something they’ve seen, heard, or something they’re passionate about. I find that Heechul is one of those people.

The first one.. Different Love, some people find that morbid? (What is morbid anyway? @_@) I find it.. different, just what it says, maybe Heechul is listening to too much Metals lol who knows. =] The second one, Wings.. that is very lovely <3 I’ve learned today that Heechul is very deep, and wise. So now, I’m an official petal. ♥♥♥ Heechul-sunbae, (yes I’m going to call him sunbae) ok dang, now I forgot what I was gonna say -____-’ Ok, Heechul-sunbae lives in his own world, and I want to explore that world. ^^ July 10th baby~ !! XDD

Now, I feel like I should share my love for my new favorite SuJu couple =]

DONGWOOK!!!!!

And a VERY competitive Kyuuuuuuuuu~ XD <333

(credit: nckiparke @ Soompi!! THANKS SO MUCH)

I’m CURRENTLY watching FT Island – Hangeul Island. I’M IN MAD DEEP LOVE WITH HONG KI!!!! Hong Ki-Ahhhhhhhh! But that does not mean I don’t love Changmin anymore. I will always love him, forevermore. ^^ Anyways, I’m not say happy with the boy’s recent hair. T_______T

Wonbin is in SERIOUS need of a hair-cut.. but he’s not the worst one here.

Jaejin!!!! Why is your hair like that? So puffy.. but he’s still not the worst.

NOOOOOOOO! JONGHUN! UN-CURL YOUR HAIR T_______T But it isn’t half-bad.. compared to the other members

And here’s the worst of them all.. MINHWANNNNNNNNNNIEEEEEEEEE!!!!! WHYYYYYYYYY?!!! Is that GREEN I SEE? O_o!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! Why the maknae? T_T

No and I did not forget Hong Ki.. how can I?

He looks so pretty!!!!!! The fact that he looks like a girl makes me love him!! I dunno why! But his eyes is so attractive!! -DIES- T____T And I especially LOVES his teeth, they are like vampire fangs! (and yes I do have a little obsession over vampires ^^) Wait wait, before I change the subject, WONBIN’S LIPS ARE TO DIE FOR.

Now back to FT Island – Hangeul Island.. Eng Subbed, In playlist, HERE. Be sure to thank cherriya for uploading it. x] -sigh- I have reasons to love Hong Ki.. he’s so random, like Changmin (sorry I just had to bring him up Dx). And look at himmmmm <3

THANK GOD HE STRAIGHTED HIS HAIR, not that I don’t like the curl but I like the straight hair more lol. =]